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Without You

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Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom,
the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream,
the eagles fly, without you.
The earch turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.
Without you, the breeze warms the girl smiles,
the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

The world revives,
colors renew,
but I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue.

Without you.

Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.
The mind churns.
The mind churns.
The heart yearns.
The heart yearns.

The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
'Cause I die, without you.

Without you.
Without you.
Without you.

"Without You" Performed by Mimi and Roger from the orignal motion picture soundtrack to RENT


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At the moment I feel as if mentally, I am gone. Its as if I can no longer feel properly, when someone touches me, I don't feel it, and when kind or harsh words are said to me, I don't truly take them in. I hate not feeling things. I don't think anyone notices, since I go on pretending to take notice of emotion.
I'm scared that if I actually feel, I'll get hurt and I'll end up hurting someone else.

After my last relationship, its like I've gained the in-ability to take a friendship any further than it is. I've become paranoid, and everything my friends say to me seems to be a lie. I've talked to very few of my friends about this, and it just keeps getting worse. I want to actually be able to love people again, but my fear of what they are doing to me when I'm not there stops me.

I'm trying to talk about it more to people, starting with my friend connie. Its hard to trust her for me because I just began to get to know her this year, but I want to trust her, and I need to get over this, and I might as well start with the person who'm I'm scared of trusting the most. It's not against her personally, its just I have my own issues to overcome.

Anyways, I really don't need a million comments telling me that you love me and that I'll get through it. I really do appreciate them, but I just needed to get this out, I would love comments on the picture though.

Anyways, this is just a quick doodle I did of a blue wolf today. I got a set of 24 prisma colored pencils for christmas, and some water color paper so I will probably start posting some of my experimentation with those.

Oh yeah, I know I tottally over did it with the burn tool, but its just a doodle.

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saiai-no-baka's avatar
When I saw the lyrics, I just had to comment. I absolutely adore that entire soundtrack! Your picture captures the feeling in that song just perfectly.